When Life Stops Moving
It has been awhile since I last posted- my mind has been all over the place the last few weeks and instead of writing I’ve been playing video games and watching countless hours of TV. I’m not depressed or manic, it just feels like my life has stopped moving. I still go to therapy once a week, but that is about it. I rarely leave my apartment (I do leave for a few minutes ever day to pick up food) and I spend most of my time avoiding my thoughts. It has been a weird few weeks. I don’t know why I stopped blogging, it just sort of happened. I now wake up around noon and spend most of the early afternoon surfing the net, leaving very little time to write. And when I do have time to write, I start playing video games which eats up all of my free time. I guess it all started when I tried creating a second blog. I got excited, then obsessed, then worried, then frightened and then I just gave up. Writing became a burden, so I ignored the blog and my original ambition. Its frustrating, because I love to write.
I really want to start blogging again, but at this moment I don’t know if I have the motivation. Please bear with me as I try to get myself back together.
I hope you are all well,